The 12th day of Christmas
Thursday, January 05, 2006
Today's the Twelfth day of Christmas...which is the last day. According to mr osgodby, all christmas decorations should be down, otherwise they would mean bad luck.Correcting my comment ytd...not sure if jordan's still chairman, it so happened that hongwei was supposedly T2's chairman, but he had to come over, so he's jus holding on to it...mayb it will change. maybe.
Tmr will be a busy day...Jia Min, Hong Wei are going off to buy the chemicals with Mr lim, and i am supposed to teach the sec 2s...i have no idea what to do. i told him to get huangzhi instead, but he said he's not fit to teach. Haiz, why me? I stil have CO to attend to. I wished some1 would help me for either one.
It all lies down to one problem. i am not firm enough. I cannot bring myself to reject anyone's ask for help. It may seem to others a good point, but actually its the biggest flaw that one can have.
Had lunch with wilson...we werre talking about how people tend to regret only after realizing a fact after some time...To be optimistic, its better late than never, but really, it is not so all the time. He forgot and jus realized how good his buddies in lower secondary were. As for myself, i spent too much time and sacrificed more than what i should have for a guy which i think isn't worth it. And of course, neglected the real good friends that i have, especially those in T1. Sorry guys!
Maybe it's a good thing we realized it now...at least we can do something to it before we actually do not have the chance to. I am really grateful and relieved that the friends around me are understanding enough not to blame me for my mistakes, for i really made too many.
But then again, i still feel that it is a pity for a friendship to end like that. Memories still count. I guess i cannot afford to think so much now, i have to concentrate on my studies. I hope my approach is correct this time. It better be, for this is my last chance.
12th day of christmas. Supposed to be a happy occassion. That's the irony of life.
Is it better to realise something late than never to realise it?