Maybe. Maybe not.
Thursday, January 19, 2006
Hmm...i just came back from the movie i not stupid too...i liked the movie quite a lot.its one of the few movies which i can relate to, both as a teenager and a Singaporean. I found the part where the lady was talking to this guy in the coffeeshop extrememly hilarious...wan to know which part??Go find out yourself. haha.
Seriously, i think all of u shld go and watch this show....its a very good film.
Well, it made me think as well.
Sometimes, i find my parents disappointing. They just neglect me at times. Its as if i don exist at all, they can get back late into the night and expect me to get my own dinner. What i need is someone to really care for me, someone who really think the way i think, someone who think that what i am doing is right, even for the most stupid reasons. My parents don't. n i don have a bro. or sis.
I don blame them. i never did. i know they care, otherwise they won buy me stuff that i want (i must request for it,of course) and give me enough privacy to survive. Maybe i am not playing a good part as a child. i usually shut myself in my room after dinner, and hardly talk to them. i am busy with work. its not that i don wan to talk to them, its just that i cant relate to them. the way i think of things and the way they do, its completely different. in fact, i quarreled with my dad a few times because of this. they just don get it.
sigh.
there's still friends.
in the past i don have many good frens. well, i think i do now. justin's right. he said that sometimes u don need to noe whether ppl regard u as a good fren or not. the way they speak to u and treat u will tell everyth. that's very true.
as i mentioned many times, i'm grateful that there're such good frens around me. n i won expect to have a fren to be always listening to my crap, always be with me. i noe its impossible. i'm content, and i guess that's the key to finding happiness.
Sigh...i think i've been doin a terrible job as a chairman lately...don know what happened. I keep complaining about the stuff to the class, like the caught up in the tickets, etc...hope they won get annoyed with me...i will try my best to change.and i hope,i will do a good job which will satisfy everyone.
Hmm...today's agenda. dinner. history essay. a maths. quite manageable.
but tomorrow?
crazy.
worry about tomorrow's things tomorrow. haha.
btw i saw carmen after the movie ended...so surprised to see her. haha.
n marcus, pls keep that to yourself. please???
n really sorry,i hope i din irritate or annoy or disturb u in any way.
goin for dinner...cya.