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Wednesday, January 18, 2006
I'm swimming under undone essays...I have history, SS, literature, chinese, eng essays to do...just completed the chinese one, doing the history one later, literature tmr, eng this weekend...maybe SS as well.So much work to do.
And i have to deal with my CCAs.
Realised that i have neglected them, esp CO...i lost the motivation to correct minor mistakes made by section...i'm just tired i guess. I still have to confirm the prac date of my section with teachers and instructors...blah blah blah. RUbbish ahead of me.
Having mood swings recently...dunno why...a moment ago i was perfectly fine, now i'm not in e mood to do anything...dunno wat has gotten into me.i'm just afraid i will flare up one day...and it won be nice.
Today one of my class air con broke down, and the electricity kept tripping...so we ended up with no air con, only the fans that we got from the OM...bloody warm lah...after PE some more.
And speaking of PE, today's e first time we had an hour session..its tiring.maybe we haven got used to it...and i cant do that many pull ups...do 2 max instead of the usual 4 or 5. have to train. running, fortunately, isn a prob.
i think e OM is bloody irritated by my class ppl...so many of them went to report to him so many times that the people came n repaired it today...fantastic.haha. hopefully it will work tmr. then i don have to run around to sch just to find a better place for the class. Matthew really...aiyah, he's still new.lucky we managed to get AVA for the class for the last period. heng.
tmr watching the show i not stupid too with the class...hope it will be a memorable one.
i asked hz today if he was still angry at me being at noseyparker...he didn reply.
Btw, this was wat happened.
i asked him if he was angry at her for talkin to other guys, he said he dunno,he doesn feel like being angry with anyone. so i told him, he shld change, blah blah blah, and eat with her. maybe my tone wasn too kind. maybe my approach was wrong. but still he...aiyah.i'm a nosey parker. a 'friend' who cares too much. here was wat he said to me.
"eh u darn nosey u noe onot.y do u noe so much things?n its not i dun wan eat w her or i punishing her.u jus mind ur own business.who r u to reprimand me.i did offer to eat w her,but too late,she found a suitable target.nw y am i telling so much to u,u have no right to reprimand me watsoever,y u care so much,u like her isit."
my blood boiled when i saw this. it really did.
maybe i'm overconcerned. its just tough to be his friend. and anyway, i don care anymore. he made it so. he has only himself to blame when he has no one to look for when he needs help. i'm pissed.
enough of this...its over.
its over.
i rather think of better stuff. haha.
Btw marcus, u do play god in my life. haha. depends on how u wan to interpret it.
public speaking coming soon...i think i noe wat i wan to talk about.
but i have to prepare for one in front of the whole lvl...damn it...
What shld i do???