sigh...
Monday, February 06, 2006
decided to blog somehow...well, didn realli feel like to actually....once again, i'm stuck in between two grps of ppl...although marcus did say he was just joking at that matter, i still feel bad...i don wan to be unfair to ppl...
be back.
went to offer incense. today have to pai ti kong. or pray to the heaven.
as i was saying, i don wan to be unfair to anyone again...but u can never get the best of both worlds....wei guo's right, i shouldn be thinking so much right now...whatever it is, i should just let nature take its course. i cannot afford to care so much, for i am tired. really tired.
realised there's so much work left undone. for tmr, i have physics lit a math e math and hist...how am i supposed to finish them???
haiz...i realised i haven cleared the mess in my life...its still as messy as ever. i'm lazy to clear it. even if i cleared it, it will still become messy again, like my room. so i cant care less.
well, its late...i think i am goin to sleep...yeah.
read one particular blog frm gavin, and i agreed with something he said....time doesn heal wounds, it only makes us forget things....that's quite true. i will never get angry at someone for longer than a day (there's an exception), is it because i forget it fast enough???or is it tiring to hate or be angry at someone?
i just don feel good now...
saw this ad, there's a convention on boarding school in canada at 4 seasons hotel...its on this sat, i think i'll go and take a look.
well, when i saw the ad, i asked myself, are there still any things here in singapore that i cant bear to let go?
i don't know.
i don't know a lot of things recently. i guess i'm lost.
and...sorry marcus and wilson...soryy.
i hope i will be a better person, or for that matter, a better friend in the future.
going to sleep..nitex.