Something's wrong.
Monday, February 27, 2006
sigh...something is very wrong...i actually told hz off without him provoking me, and wilson is getting fed up with marcus...i think i can do something to the latter (and hopefully things will be fine after that) but as for the former...sigh.sometimes i really do not know what i am thinking...i jus noe that i am tired. i don feel like dealing with all these stuff that i am dealing now...and at the very least i do not want any conflict between two of my best friends. yet, i do not want to be the one ensuring that such conflicts do not occur. i noe, its contradicting, but really, no one wants to do such a tedious thing.
sigh...how i wish marcus is online now, and i can tell him everything...for i have a feeling that things will go very wrong tmr...the premonition, or whatever you call it, is very strong...i fear, but what else can i do?
pls pls..may nothing happen between wilson and marcus...i don have the energy to deal with another conflict...i think i'm goin to collapse within myself soon...
haiz. i need to finish a lit essay before i sleep, and i'm only done with the intro...there're 5 points, i think i will take forever.
forever. not in my dictionary.
pray for me.
cya.