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Friday, March 10, 2006
i haven blogged for days...have been rather busy.well its the holidays, but it doesn seem like one. i have to go back to school on mon, tues, wed and sat, and have 5 chi essays, 4 a maths paper. 1 emaths paper, some chem qn, physics assignment and test to study for, 2 hist essays, one lit essay n source based..that's crazy. still have to do notes on lit and chem.
n of course, i wan to SLACK!!!!!!
haha...i hope i have time for everyth.
well...i haven been quite unhappy with marcus saying that my words (shut up and stupid in particular) are malicious...come on, if i really meant it that way, would i even bother to do so much for the class n them?
today during reading period i really raised my voice...i had to repeat trice what i was saying, cos everyone else was talking...but i didn lose my temper at all...i wonder.
hz has been treating me exceptionally well..well, he did ask me to look for sth for him..i did tell him, a few days back i thought our friendship was over, and now it is revived bcos of this file that i was looking for for him. he said he really hoped i was joking, cos he really wanted to continue his relationship with me.
i was shocked, stunned, enthralled, stupefied, whatever. i am not sure if i shld be happy or not.
its v diff to get what he is thinking, in fact no one ever gets it. n this is what makes me scared. i don know what he is thinking, n i have no idea what he wants from me. i really have nth to give him..
anyway not goin to think abt this. i'm v tired...
btw he became a christian.
co is sick man...haiz.
anyway, i'm goin to rest today, and start work tmr...sad right. what kind of a holiday is this???