i do not understand.
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
why am i still clinging on friendships, when i noe that they will end someday?Why am i still hoping for a best friend when i noe my ideal best fren doesn't exist?
why am i still feeling lonely?
am i expecting too much from the people around me?
i do not know.
all i know is that i am selfish, cos i do not want to be lonely anymore.
i also know that i love and treat my frens better than i do to myself.