The Revival?
Friday, December 29, 2006
Well, i had wanted to abandon this blog actually, but decided against it when bao set up his own blog. no idea why, perhaps there's now a close friend who do the same thing. hope his 'bear' business will be successful someday.Looks like my level of english has dropped drastically over the past month. i find it more difficult to construct sentences that flow. and i haven't written for a long time, think it wld be a disaster if i do. and as for chinese...takes slightly more time to read fan ti zi now...sad. hope everything will return to normal soon.
just had a small tiff with someone close...thank goodness everything is fine right now. i guess i have to learn to cherish people more, and be more sensitive towards certain topic.
flying off tmr, to hong kong. abit excited, firstly bcos it's my first time there, secondly bcos i don think i will get to take a plane anytime soon. well, hope i will enjoy my trip.
the new year is coming, and for the first time i have a rough idea what my new year resolution will be like. hope i can achieve it, and at the same time enjoy my life to the fullest!!
as for the rest of you from 4T1/2006, i will miss you guys!! keep in touch!!!
till then, tata.
untitled 6.
Friday, December 01, 2006
i'm thinking of abandoning this blog, and return to diary-writing. there're many restrictions when blogging, and i don't like to be restricted.printing out my previous entries? perchance i will. depends.
things may not go the way you want, but stop being upset over it and don't make yourself the leading character of your own tragedy. there're people who are in a worse state than you are.
move on.
i'm in a loss. not really sure of what to do to ensure everything goes well. wish there was some sort of guidance.
mutual understanding. i hope i have got this right. there're times when i am not sure of certain things, and i base them all on trust, and what i call 'mutual understanding'. its not a very safe thing to do (i suppose), but...what i do hope, is that he (or they, to be fair) really does commit into (whatever) that i have put much effort into.
but then, even they choose to disappear from my life, there's nothing much i can do to it. they don't belong to me at the first place. it's already a bonus that they appeared and changed my life for the better.
there's no more time left. wish i got to know him better, but all is too late. hope i am right about certain things, wish that what i understand and know of him is correct.
but does anybody care to know me well? i wonder...