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Friday, December 01, 2006
i'm thinking of abandoning this blog, and return to diary-writing. there're many restrictions when blogging, and i don't like to be restricted.printing out my previous entries? perchance i will. depends.
things may not go the way you want, but stop being upset over it and don't make yourself the leading character of your own tragedy. there're people who are in a worse state than you are.
move on.
i'm in a loss. not really sure of what to do to ensure everything goes well. wish there was some sort of guidance.
mutual understanding. i hope i have got this right. there're times when i am not sure of certain things, and i base them all on trust, and what i call 'mutual understanding'. its not a very safe thing to do (i suppose), but...what i do hope, is that he (or they, to be fair) really does commit into (whatever) that i have put much effort into.
but then, even they choose to disappear from my life, there's nothing much i can do to it. they don't belong to me at the first place. it's already a bonus that they appeared and changed my life for the better.
there's no more time left. wish i got to know him better, but all is too late. hope i am right about certain things, wish that what i understand and know of him is correct.
but does anybody care to know me well? i wonder...