Speech Day
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Yesterday was speech day.

It felt so great to see teachers from bp, and of cos bpians in the white uniform.

And Miss Phua is pregnant!!!

Well, i never felt so honoured in my life, getting to receive award as a graduate of BPGHS, together with my beloved 4T1.

And to shima, i'm so proud of you!!!

To mrs joseph, who got an award for serving to school for 15years, a big big thank you!!! Your lessons are not only about bio, but about many other values in life...

I guess everyone agrees that she's more of a mother/friend than a teacher to us...and i'm really indebted to her, for listening to all my problems that i had when i was chairman...SO a BIG THANK YOU AGAIN!!!

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Today was community service day in njc. It was quite chaotic, but still it was for a worthy cause.

When i saw children from this centre who were wheelchair bound, i couldn't help but to get teary. They are so young, yet they are not given the chance to walk and play like most other children do. Their faces carry an expression untypical of a 6-7 year old child - sadness and despair. Yet, they never gave up and continued to live life as it is. So why should us, normal people, give up?

So to those who are thinking of giving up, think again. There are people out there who are much more unfortunate that you are - physically or mentally disabled at a very young age - yet they are still living the most out of this world.

Cherish your life. It comes only once.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Well. last week at ices before i go back to school. Seriously overloaded, as usual.

Wonder how am i going to complete my revision...guess have to start setting myself dates by next week.

Last week, i suddenly thought of changing school. the reason why i'm staying at this school is going to be invalid soon, and so...but then again, i have to be responsible for my own choice, don't i?

i wonder how am i going to tide through the next 11months...

that aside...i realised only recently that i made many wrong choices...and made many mistakes...to the one person who treated me the most fairly and respected my dignity the most, if u read this, thanks.

Till then.
The future is in our hands.
Thursday, July 05, 2007
Yesterday marcus asked me a question which i really couldn't answer.

What am i doing in jc?

I seriously don't know. Am i just buying (or wasting) time, or...what? I already know what i want to be in the future, but i didn't choose poly because i didn't want to tie myself down so quickly. And i'm glad i didn't, bcos if i were to enter poly i wld have chosen chem engine, which isnt really what i want. I only realised that after i went to ices.

But the thing is, what exactly is jc all about? It doesn't really prepare you for uni, its just a 2 years bridge...

It really makes me wonder i made the right choice then.

Then again, other than mugging our assess off, we shld be planning and thinking about our future. We gotta be responsible for it.

He's leaving in 1 month's time. With his description and all, it really makes me wanna go overseas to study as well. Not only is it an eye opener, but it makes you a more independent and mature person. It allows you to find your true self. Life isn't just about pleasing others. You need to practice what u preach...even if it means being an outcast. And speak up as well. Don't keep everything to yourself. SPEAK UP. That's the problem with most singaporeans. They have something to say but just don't dare to speak up.

Its just too bad, i don have the financial ability to do so. As for whether i want to take a scholarship....tt's another thing. For now, my answer is no. I don't want to get tied down...but u never know...

And so for now...primary motivation for jc will be studying overseas...Hopefully can find a sponsor. haha. otherwise...we shall see.
但愿人长久
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
明月几时有
把酒问青天
不知天上宫
今夕是何年

我欲乘风归去
唯恐琼楼玉宇
高处不胜寒
起舞弄清影
何似在人间

转朱阁 低绮户 照无眠
不应有恨 何事长向别时圆
人有悲欢离合
月有阴晴圆缺
此事古难全
但愿人长久
千里共婵娟