The future is in our hands.
Thursday, July 05, 2007
Yesterday marcus asked me a question which i really couldn't answer.What am i doing in jc?
I seriously don't know. Am i just buying (or wasting) time, or...what? I already know what i want to be in the future, but i didn't choose poly because i didn't want to tie myself down so quickly. And i'm glad i didn't, bcos if i were to enter poly i wld have chosen chem engine, which isnt really what i want. I only realised that after i went to ices.
But the thing is, what exactly is jc all about? It doesn't really prepare you for uni, its just a 2 years bridge...
It really makes me wonder i made the right choice then.
Then again, other than mugging our assess off, we shld be planning and thinking about our future. We gotta be responsible for it.
He's leaving in 1 month's time. With his description and all, it really makes me wanna go overseas to study as well. Not only is it an eye opener, but it makes you a more independent and mature person. It allows you to find your true self. Life isn't just about pleasing others. You need to practice what u preach...even if it means being an outcast. And speak up as well. Don't keep everything to yourself. SPEAK UP. That's the problem with most singaporeans. They have something to say but just don't dare to speak up.
Its just too bad, i don have the financial ability to do so. As for whether i want to take a scholarship....tt's another thing. For now, my answer is no. I don't want to get tied down...but u never know...
And so for now...primary motivation for jc will be studying overseas...Hopefully can find a sponsor. haha. otherwise...we shall see.