does the world lack love?
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
nothing seems to interest me nowadays. nothing is painful enough to evoke a sense of concern. children being raped and beaten in africa, the rising poverty in myanmar...i really don't feel anything to these unacceptable events.to think i was one who sympathized deeply with those less fortunate. to think i was one who wanted to commit my whole life serving the community.
i'm breaking apart of this world. i really am.
i am well aware i shouldn't be thinking this way. chances that i am wrong are really high. but this is what i think, and before any comments start to grow and spurt and whatever, i can't control my thoughts anymore.
when i really really need help, no one is there. why else should i continue to help and serve people, which was what i had tried so hard to do in the past?
sorry guys. my condition is that bad.
back to work.