who am i?
Sunday, October 14, 2007
i'm kinda stuck in between my true self and my current 'rebellious' self. just hours ago i was helping marcus with some chem stuff, when i have a proposal to do, and till now its still untouched. (don need to sleep tonight alr...)apparently he's missing his friends here bcos he was reminded of his S21 on saturday. well, that has always been the case, hasn't it?
that aside, i really wonder if i should continue helping people. helping marcus is fine, at least he's the only whom i get to talk on a regular basis. and i feel better everytime i speak to him.
but the rest?
i really wonder...
suddenly i have the urge to tell the 2 of them how i really feel, how upset i am. but there will be repercussions which i have and don't want to face.
self-expression indeed.
i know you don't read my blog, but don give up!!!