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Tuesday, February 05, 2008
well i'm back for a brief post...have been feeling unwell since last thurs bcos of the stupid rain, and just came back from the doc's...another 20bucks gone like tt.
SIGH.
another reason for me to sigh...some misunderstanding cracked and became a quarrel recently. i don't want (n i don think i can) to mention it here. but...i shall clarify myself here, once and for all...i really don't want things to be this way. ah well...
i guess now i'm perceived to be siding my cca and anti HIM. probably it's the way i handled the matter, and i admit i sucked at it, but here's how i really feel. if he wants to have a good 'legacy' behind him, or at least leave a GOOD impression behind this cca that he once was, then he should at least appear more responsible. I NEVER once said that he was wrong; I simply said that he could handle it in such a way that makes him APPEAR more responsible. in fact i felt that the cca had to be responsible too. if i wasn't concerned i wouldn have even bothered. But do anyone think about the way I think and feel? NO. the reason why i looked for her is because i felt that there is a way to resolve this amicably. it's all for him. and goodness, i'm not ANTI him. yet what do they think of me now? HYPOCRITE. BACKSTABBER. thanks very much.
and so...sth that my good friend said...very true indeed.
"...the world is filled with billions of people. Even Singapore is filled with at least 4 million potential headshots....LOL.... Having a friend is not so simple. Imagine the probability of you making friends with a person, and the probability you guys will be close friends. So there you go. Friends are important, cherish them. Close friends are people who changed your life, protect them. All the nice things will come to an end one day. Treasure the time together. However, not everybody can be your friend. If you know that someone cannot make it anymore, just give it up, do not waste your own time. There are others waiting for you to be cared for. Do not be short sighted and look only at whats in front of you. Rather, look at those who are around you all the while. Make the right choice. Regret, is one of the worst feelings in life. The past has passed. Its the future that is important. Reflect about your past, live for the present, look to the future. " Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing."-Aya Kito"
ah well.
let things be dude, let things be...
and happy chinese new year to all! although it really doesn't feel like it. -.-
如果你是我， 你会怎么做？