Fateful Day
Friday, February 15, 2008
Today wasn't a good day to start with.Boarded the bus without realising i brought an empty wallet; got chased down shortly after. went home to take the damned wallet of mine, and ended up having to take a taxi to school, which costed me 15bucks.
after school had lunch with justin, then listened to the Budget till I dozed off.
headed back to school for H3, then rushed down for dinner with jordan. (i wonder when i can meet him again....)
which reminded me of alot of things.
actually, I have been thinking alot about what happened the past week. you see, my class had a conflict with my ct, and it made me think whether there is such thing as 'correct' or 'wrong' in this world.
apparently, there's no such thing. a person can never be 100% correct, neither can he be 100% wrong. there always exist the grey area; people can be right at certain issues but wrong at others.
with regards to my ct, i think that he's right that consistent work is important. however, i do not think its fair to judge people within such a short period of time, and want people to conform to his standards. i'm sorry, but there exist no perfection in this world. excuses or reasons, it just doesn't exist.
most importantly, work hard, enjoy life and do not regret your decisions.
i also thought of what happened the previous week. i guess i may be wrong in the method of handling certain things, but still...i just want to say i don't want things to be this way. And jordan reminded me, I lost a friend.
Unlike the past, there's no turning back.
Whether or not is it my fault doesn't matter anymore. If it is really my fault, I will be responsible for it. But now, all I can see is that if that is how they want to think of me as a person, there's nothing I can do about it. I can't control others' thoughts.
So, it's time to move on with life. Cherish the memories, live the present to the fullest, and let the future come to you naturally.