It's one of the most thrilling movies I watched, minus away the talking parts. Quite worth the money, really.

Well...below shall be a series of random thoughts...thoughts which I haven't had a chance to say out for some time...i usually don't say them out openly, but i seriously don't care anymore.

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i realised that my presence has made certain scenarios pretty awkard...scenario probably isn't a good word to use, but doesn't matter...it's like i'm a plague...other than online, the rest...the feeling just sucks...

frankly speaking i'm sick of such things...if u don't like me, just say...i'm fine with people disliking me or hating me...simply because i know i can't please everyone...i rather you say it and i just disappear from your sight instead of making it awkard for everyone...

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The recent China quake has made my heart gone really soft for those victims...hundreds and thousands of lifes gone just like that...it really pains me. how i wish i can help them...

Same goes for the Myannmar case...and screw the government, they are not even helping those victims...i really feel so helpless for them.

it makes me realise life is really, really fragile...which makes me want to treasure what i have even more...but then again sometimes i wonder whether it's worth my effort...

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lately one of my closer friends faced some family problems...i've never been in his shoes, but i really am concerned...but there's nothing i can do, as usual.

i've always wondered if i could survive without my family...i mean, i'm by no ways close to my parents, but probably that's because i take them for granted. i've no siblings, means i've nothing to look forward to when i get home, not even quarrels...i'm just greeted by 'have you eaten' everytime i reach home. an occasional chat during dinner, and that's about it.

so...is family really so important?

friends probably matter more to me.