Emo Post
Friday, June 13, 2008
Thought really hard if I should go ahead with writing this post...Eventually I decided to do it, because this is my blog after all.
To those who feel strongly against what I feel or write in this post, I would advise you to keep it to yourself for now. or better still don't read it (the font will be grey). it's a very personal post, a post which expresses how i feel...
a blog is like a personal diary too.
well, some may know that i'm currently undergoing lots of stress because of tomorrow. it's not typical of me to be like that, even i'm bewildered by it myself...i guess it's everything crumpled together that made me crack not once, but twice.
People who have relevant experience know that it's not easy to organise a gathering of any sort. A class outing with more than half the class present is considered a success. The reason why I thought of organising this outing is because I thought it would be a great chance for everyone to meet up; the next chance that we get to really meet would be after our A levels. And also Marcus is back, which makes it a even rarer opportunity. I won't deny that I too would want to meet the class, but that's secondary.
And so I tried to organise it, and as anyone from bp would know, things always start popping up towards the end. I tried to make it as smooth as possible..probably this isn't my best attempt on things, but at least I tried my best. The turnout may not be good, but is it my fault that it is so? I specially chose tomorrow so that people won't say they don't want to go because of their CTs; didn't choose last week because of NJ band concert, which some of them are going. And now this group of people said they are not going, because too few people are going. Who is to blame?
Someone said that I didn't confirm the venue before I announced to everyone. Well, Fiona, it's not your fault that you couldn't make it. In fact I feel bad for imposing on her. And something as simple as the venue can be changed easily, even though deciding on one may not be easy.
The thing is, I tried my best already...I'm really having second thoughts about organising another outing come this year end. It's stressful, and tiring.
Then again, I would like to say a thank you to the following people, I won't list the names, but you should be able to figure out who you are. =)
Good Friend #1:
Thanks for listening on that night when i cracked...Your words DID get through. LoL. It's no one's fault...And you rock!!! hahaha.
Good Friend #2:
To those who feel strongly against what I feel or write in this post, I would advise you to keep it to yourself for now. or better still don't read it (the font will be grey). it's a very personal post, a post which expresses how i feel...
a blog is like a personal diary too.
well, some may know that i'm currently undergoing lots of stress because of tomorrow. it's not typical of me to be like that, even i'm bewildered by it myself...i guess it's everything crumpled together that made me crack not once, but twice.
People who have relevant experience know that it's not easy to organise a gathering of any sort. A class outing with more than half the class present is considered a success. The reason why I thought of organising this outing is because I thought it would be a great chance for everyone to meet up; the next chance that we get to really meet would be after our A levels. And also Marcus is back, which makes it a even rarer opportunity. I won't deny that I too would want to meet the class, but that's secondary.
And so I tried to organise it, and as anyone from bp would know, things always start popping up towards the end. I tried to make it as smooth as possible..probably this isn't my best attempt on things, but at least I tried my best. The turnout may not be good, but is it my fault that it is so? I specially chose tomorrow so that people won't say they don't want to go because of their CTs; didn't choose last week because of NJ band concert, which some of them are going. And now this group of people said they are not going, because too few people are going. Who is to blame?
Someone said that I didn't confirm the venue before I announced to everyone. Well, Fiona, it's not your fault that you couldn't make it. In fact I feel bad for imposing on her. And something as simple as the venue can be changed easily, even though deciding on one may not be easy.
The thing is, I tried my best already...I'm really having second thoughts about organising another outing come this year end. It's stressful, and tiring.
Then again, I would like to say a thank you to the following people, I won't list the names, but you should be able to figure out who you are. =)
Good Friend #1:
Thanks for listening on that night when i cracked...Your words DID get through. LoL. It's no one's fault...And you rock!!! hahaha.
Good Friend #2:
You ah...You are just good at it aren't you? Really appreciate it buddy...
Good Friend #3:
Well...I know you don't read my blog, but still...if you ever chance upon this post one day, just know that your efforts had never gone to waste.
Good Friend #4:
I will stop apologizing for everything ok?? Haha. But you've been great help. Owe you one! =)
Man, I realised I have quite a few good friends...should be contented with life already. haha.
ok, I really need to get back to work. CHIONG AH!
Good Friend #3:
Well...I know you don't read my blog, but still...if you ever chance upon this post one day, just know that your efforts had never gone to waste.
Good Friend #4:
I will stop apologizing for everything ok?? Haha. But you've been great help. Owe you one! =)
Man, I realised I have quite a few good friends...should be contented with life already. haha.
ok, I really need to get back to work. CHIONG AH!