about looking good.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
have you ever thought that you were not attractive enough?
yes, i have. in fact sometimes i feel inferior, and that's why dressing up is important to me. at least it makes me feel good.
and with that, i have the dream of collecting all sorts of designer brands in my closet. hugo boss, armani, ck...and the list goes on.
these may be dazzling. but they are so dazzling they blind. one may be so engrossed in them that one loses sight of their friends, family, their natural self.
i guess i am partially guilty of that. i've been thinking alot of my materialistic ambitions that i forgot the part of me that wants to help the needy, to contribute to the society in one way or another.
i see why they say it's tough to retain your original self when you have fame, wealth, good appearances. but i'm glad that i'm reminded of this...that your inner-self is as important, if not more. and i will constantly remind myself. for i do not want to live a life of regret.
well, it's back to camp tonight. somehow i just feel that i'm wasting my life away...don't see how cleaning toilets and drains contribute to defending the country. would rather do some CIP or whatever...
sigh. that's the life of an army boy.
yes, i have. in fact sometimes i feel inferior, and that's why dressing up is important to me. at least it makes me feel good.
and with that, i have the dream of collecting all sorts of designer brands in my closet. hugo boss, armani, ck...and the list goes on.
these may be dazzling. but they are so dazzling they blind. one may be so engrossed in them that one loses sight of their friends, family, their natural self.
i guess i am partially guilty of that. i've been thinking alot of my materialistic ambitions that i forgot the part of me that wants to help the needy, to contribute to the society in one way or another.
i see why they say it's tough to retain your original self when you have fame, wealth, good appearances. but i'm glad that i'm reminded of this...that your inner-self is as important, if not more. and i will constantly remind myself. for i do not want to live a life of regret.
well, it's back to camp tonight. somehow i just feel that i'm wasting my life away...don't see how cleaning toilets and drains contribute to defending the country. would rather do some CIP or whatever...
sigh. that's the life of an army boy.