new environemnt.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
a new environment, a new company, a new home, a new phase of life.
i hope for the best.
i hope for the best.
life.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
i sit here in my room, thinking of what future has in place for me.
a set of problems that has been with me as long as i remember, waiting to be solved.
people face their own problems, their own difficulties, their own setbacks. some can't get into the course they want, some face breakups, the list goes on.
i look back, thinking whether i have done my best in wherever i can. or were there things that i could have done to avoid the position i am in today?
indeed, history is not only the study of what had happened, it is also the study of what could have happened.
now, i seriously wonder if everything will truly work out. i'm losing faith. the thoughts in my mind are spiralling out of control.
or am i just putting too much into it?
i don't know. i really don't.
a set of problems that has been with me as long as i remember, waiting to be solved.
people face their own problems, their own difficulties, their own setbacks. some can't get into the course they want, some face breakups, the list goes on.
i look back, thinking whether i have done my best in wherever i can. or were there things that i could have done to avoid the position i am in today?
indeed, history is not only the study of what had happened, it is also the study of what could have happened.
now, i seriously wonder if everything will truly work out. i'm losing faith. the thoughts in my mind are spiralling out of control.
or am i just putting too much into it?
i don't know. i really don't.
bleh.
Monday, May 18, 2009
wells, another long weekend due to the off-in-lieu for vesak day.
university stuff, as usual. i haven't decided, because NUS hasn't decided if they want me.
i need to consider if I can cope with a double degree, because it really ain't that simple as A or O levels. and if i drop one, i will be left with...a biz degree, in the case of SMU.
i always believed in the quality of education. and SMU offers that. with overseas exposure too.
NUS...too big a college.
i need to quit thinking for a while. my health ain't catching up with my mental state.
and piaroh-cze, i agree with you on the all-roundedness post. sad as it is, it's all about beating the system.
what has the world become?
university stuff, as usual. i haven't decided, because NUS hasn't decided if they want me.
i need to consider if I can cope with a double degree, because it really ain't that simple as A or O levels. and if i drop one, i will be left with...a biz degree, in the case of SMU.
i always believed in the quality of education. and SMU offers that. with overseas exposure too.
NUS...too big a college.
i need to quit thinking for a while. my health ain't catching up with my mental state.
and piaroh-cze, i agree with you on the all-roundedness post. sad as it is, it's all about beating the system.
what has the world become?
post out?
Sunday, May 10, 2009
i should be sleeping right now, waking up earlier than usual to get my gastrics medication.
it has been an interesting week...one guy got posted out, another 2 in my bunk got accepted into medicine. ziyang and wally got accepted into law, but i've no news as yet...
doesn't really matter actually. talked to my bro today, and had certain things sorted out. there are things which you can control and should fight for it, but there are also things which you should just let it be...probably only then will you be happy.
only thing left is my posting...guess i have to be patient.
gosh i'm really shag...time to sleep..
it has been an interesting week...one guy got posted out, another 2 in my bunk got accepted into medicine. ziyang and wally got accepted into law, but i've no news as yet...
doesn't really matter actually. talked to my bro today, and had certain things sorted out. there are things which you can control and should fight for it, but there are also things which you should just let it be...probably only then will you be happy.
only thing left is my posting...guess i have to be patient.
gosh i'm really shag...time to sleep..
long weekend.
Sunday, May 03, 2009
it's another short week, with labour day on a friday. a relatively peaceful one also, with everyone minding their own business.
i'm temporary down pes-ed to C9L2...it's kinda lame, just because I've the word 'partial' in front of my ligament tear, I can't be permanent. And because it's temporary, my unit doesn't want to post me out...and so I'm stuck.
Next week our so-called ps will be back. he's one who gets stressed over the most minor thing. really cannot imagine how life will be like in camp....hope things won't change much.
with so many problems at my back, i need some time off to myself...and sort out everything.
till then.
btw, phuture rocks. haha.
i'm temporary down pes-ed to C9L2...it's kinda lame, just because I've the word 'partial' in front of my ligament tear, I can't be permanent. And because it's temporary, my unit doesn't want to post me out...and so I'm stuck.
Next week our so-called ps will be back. he's one who gets stressed over the most minor thing. really cannot imagine how life will be like in camp....hope things won't change much.
with so many problems at my back, i need some time off to myself...and sort out everything.
till then.
btw, phuture rocks. haha.