life.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
i sit here in my room, thinking of what future has in place for me.
a set of problems that has been with me as long as i remember, waiting to be solved.
people face their own problems, their own difficulties, their own setbacks. some can't get into the course they want, some face breakups, the list goes on.
i look back, thinking whether i have done my best in wherever i can. or were there things that i could have done to avoid the position i am in today?
indeed, history is not only the study of what had happened, it is also the study of what could have happened.
now, i seriously wonder if everything will truly work out. i'm losing faith. the thoughts in my mind are spiralling out of control.
or am i just putting too much into it?
i don't know. i really don't.
a set of problems that has been with me as long as i remember, waiting to be solved.
people face their own problems, their own difficulties, their own setbacks. some can't get into the course they want, some face breakups, the list goes on.
i look back, thinking whether i have done my best in wherever i can. or were there things that i could have done to avoid the position i am in today?
indeed, history is not only the study of what had happened, it is also the study of what could have happened.
now, i seriously wonder if everything will truly work out. i'm losing faith. the thoughts in my mind are spiralling out of control.
or am i just putting too much into it?
i don't know. i really don't.