1 down, 4 to go.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
it's one week into my course, and...all is well. have good commanders, wayang platoon mates, what else can i ask for?
i just hope i don't get confined over silly reasons or get quarantined in camp because of h1n1...my weekends are precious.
the course is very physics-based, kinda boring actually. but no choice...my uncle said it's better to be a clerk than a signaller. i'm aware, but when in ns, it's really not a matter of choice. i haven't been very lucky since i enlisted...so just have to LL suck thumb.
ns aside, life has been the same. i guess that's normal of a nsf, there really isn't much one can do. it's just making the best of what you have.
i've got plans, but not all can be done. i'm just not as fortunate. haha. i guess i'm used to it already...
and i'm still waiting.
世界那么大
欲望少一点 快乐就多一点
因为你更有空间看见
原本就在你身边
属于你的美好
i just hope i don't get confined over silly reasons or get quarantined in camp because of h1n1...my weekends are precious.
the course is very physics-based, kinda boring actually. but no choice...my uncle said it's better to be a clerk than a signaller. i'm aware, but when in ns, it's really not a matter of choice. i haven't been very lucky since i enlisted...so just have to LL suck thumb.
ns aside, life has been the same. i guess that's normal of a nsf, there really isn't much one can do. it's just making the best of what you have.
i've got plans, but not all can be done. i'm just not as fortunate. haha. i guess i'm used to it already...
and i'm still waiting.
世界那么大
欲望少一点 快乐就多一点
因为你更有空间看见
原本就在你身边
属于你的美好
emotions.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
there's this sudden surge of emotions that...made me want to blog.
this week has been a long one. i made a decision on something that i never thought i would have the courage to, and i hope it's a right move to make.
along the way, inspiration, courage, and help came from many sources. Books, friends (whether they know it or not)...a big thank you to all of them.
i guess i'm just trying to live life to the fullest, so that i won't regret it... Tuesdays with Morrie gave me alot of inspiration on this...do read it if there's time.
Although this may spell the end of certain things, and I may be upset about it, what will happen has to happen.
I'm giving everyone time to accept the new me, and I hope things will work out just fine...
If you every do come across this, i hope you will give us a chance to communicate. You should know me better...so don't disappoint me.
this week has been a long one. i made a decision on something that i never thought i would have the courage to, and i hope it's a right move to make.
along the way, inspiration, courage, and help came from many sources. Books, friends (whether they know it or not)...a big thank you to all of them.
i guess i'm just trying to live life to the fullest, so that i won't regret it... Tuesdays with Morrie gave me alot of inspiration on this...do read it if there's time.
Although this may spell the end of certain things, and I may be upset about it, what will happen has to happen.
I'm giving everyone time to accept the new me, and I hope things will work out just fine...
If you every do come across this, i hope you will give us a chance to communicate. You should know me better...so don't disappoint me.
a long hiatus
Friday, June 19, 2009
i sincerely hope whatever i'm doing now is correct, and will work out eventually.
i need a break from this world, to find my true self. it's going to be a long process...till then.
i need a break from this world, to find my true self. it's going to be a long process...till then.
and a big thank you to those who went out with me this week. it's been a pleasure. =)
what am i?
Sunday, June 07, 2009
within a week, i've been labelled as a thief, a gian beng, a chao geng-ster. i guess the list will only get longer, as long as i'm at my unit's hq...
well, there's a block leave and a signals course to look forward to. if you find that interesting. but the bad side is...no more leave, have to return to the same old unit. i'm not saying that it is a guarantee, but chances are high. ultra high.
and there's my ankle to worry about.
there are so many uncertainties now.
i just feel that i'm wasting my time. completely.
sometimes, systems really suck.
well, there's a block leave and a signals course to look forward to. if you find that interesting. but the bad side is...no more leave, have to return to the same old unit. i'm not saying that it is a guarantee, but chances are high. ultra high.
and there's my ankle to worry about.
there are so many uncertainties now.
i just feel that i'm wasting my time. completely.
sometimes, systems really suck.