back to gedong
Sunday, July 26, 2009
yes, i'm posted back to gedong...quoting my warrant in SI, i'm only a NSF, so just go back and follow instructions. I really wonder what's in store for me there...

another fruitful weekend. met my bmt mates and caught a movie. Public Enemy isn't that bad, I just didn't like the ending. Was cool catching up with them, although I'm the most unlucky amongst them...no choice, LL suck thumb ba.

as i was teaching gp, i realised many issues are not as simple as they seem. the challenge now is to simplify them so that a normal student can comprehend, yet not over-simplify them to such an extent that the complexity of the issue is compromised...i hope i'm doing a decent job.

i guess i learn alot by teaching them. there are still alot of things for me to learn and appreciate...my few months in ns has given me the opportunity to see different types of people...i guess that's the gift of serving 2 years. but don't think it's proportionate though...

wells, it's back to camp tomorrow. the old faces...best of luck...

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another update.

wally has been talking alot on achieving his goals in life. he has great ambitions, which is great. as we discuss about such things, i ponder about what kind of a person i will become in the future. what things will i have achieved, say 10 years down the road. what kind of friends i will mix around with.

i've always believed in doing the things which i want to do. but there are obstacles in life. even right now, i face people who really suck. i cannot imagine what kind of people i will face in the future. i don't know.

sometimes, i wonder if it's right to plan so far ahead. we need to live in the present, and enjoy every moment that we have. for you never know when will things make an abrupt turn...but whatever i want to do now is under the control of my friends. i have...no control. sigh...

i should quit thinking and go to sleep.

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this part is specially for my good friend, justin.

yes, i've read your post. no, i don't think you are crazy, i think you're perfectly right in many many things. in fact, sometimes i think i learn alot from you.

there's something about myself that...i think i want you to know. it's probably worse than whatever that is stated in your post. contact me when you free, like during your term break and stuff. then we can talk...i will be waiting. =)