back to camp
Sunday, August 30, 2009
after 1 month, i'm finally heading back to camp tonight. the thought of it makes me feel like shit, but i guess it's not a matter of choice. probably it isn't that bad after all.
alot of things happened this month. got to know some things which i wish i never knew. i'm glad that i settled all of the outstanding matters, and hopefully this will be a fresh new start for me.
that's all guys, will be back next week.
alot of things happened this month. got to know some things which i wish i never knew. i'm glad that i settled all of the outstanding matters, and hopefully this will be a fresh new start for me.
that's all guys, will be back next week.
i see.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
i actually have some ideas on the ndr and mm lee's speech on treating races differently. just that i've been too lazy to pen down my thoughts...well, this is a time when i can really procrastinate, so i shall just let it be. at least i have ideas, proves that my brain is still working.
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now i understand why i screw up so often. it's ok, now that i learnt my mistake, i will try my best not to make it again. and i also learnt that what is done cannot be undone, no point crying over spilt milk. i guess this will lead me to a clearer picture of what to do in the future.
it's going to be another night of thinking.
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now i understand why i screw up so often. it's ok, now that i learnt my mistake, i will try my best not to make it again. and i also learnt that what is done cannot be undone, no point crying over spilt milk. i guess this will lead me to a clearer picture of what to do in the future.
it's going to be another night of thinking.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
阴
不是每个人都会有交到有福同享,有难同当的朋友的福分。其实,偶尔和好朋友吃吃饭,聚一聚,享受一下生活的乐趣,也不见得不好。虽然说出外靠朋友,但有些事还是要靠自己,朋友真的帮不了多少。
我对我现在的生活,也应该满足了。不错,是有不足的地方,但人生嘛,知足长乐!
不是每个人都会有交到有福同享,有难同当的朋友的福分。其实,偶尔和好朋友吃吃饭,聚一聚,享受一下生活的乐趣,也不见得不好。虽然说出外靠朋友,但有些事还是要靠自己,朋友真的帮不了多少。
我对我现在的生活,也应该满足了。不错,是有不足的地方,但人生嘛,知足长乐!
case closed.
it's time to move on with life, a more serious post the next time.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
it's rather quick, but i'm already regretting. i am beginning to blame myself for the mistakes i made, but then...sigh.
life makes a fool out of people. those who are most important turns out to be those who cannot accept me and my problems.
i'm willing to try again. but will i be given another chance?
life makes a fool out of people. those who are most important turns out to be those who cannot accept me and my problems.
i'm willing to try again. but will i be given another chance?
it's over.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
it's over.
changes.
i was browsing through njc's website yesterday and realised that there's a major change in the staff. out of the 5 H2 econs tutors last year, only 2 remain...and there are plenty of new additions.
what really striked me was the number of new positions in the management committee. i wonder what virginia cheng is up to. rewarding those with significant contributions to the school, or turning to school into a corporate entity? to be frank, some of the positions are ridiculous. make a browse and you will know.
which makes me think of my secondary school. with a home visit by my PS yesterday, i wonder when will be an appropriate time to go next week. i don't want to be caught not at home when my BSO comes next week...or so she will.
SAF owes me $50 worth of goodies btw. so much for care for soldiers.
those who i hope to come didn't, and those i hope not to come, came.
what really striked me was the number of new positions in the management committee. i wonder what virginia cheng is up to. rewarding those with significant contributions to the school, or turning to school into a corporate entity? to be frank, some of the positions are ridiculous. make a browse and you will know.
which makes me think of my secondary school. with a home visit by my PS yesterday, i wonder when will be an appropriate time to go next week. i don't want to be caught not at home when my BSO comes next week...or so she will.
SAF owes me $50 worth of goodies btw. so much for care for soldiers.
those who i hope to come didn't, and those i hope not to come, came.
recovery? dream on.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
looks like my ankle ain't going to recover. three weeks down, i'm beginning to feel the pain that i did in the past. of course the pain isn't that bad as before. like what the doctor says, the surgery can only relieve pain to about 70%. ah wells, just my luck.
i spend more energy not thinking about it than i do when i think of it. zzz.
i spend more energy not thinking about it than i do when i think of it. zzz.
better?
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
ok, i should be feeling better now. i think i am.
watched 'tuesday report' on channel 8. rekindled my ambition of being a teacher. how long more do i have to wait?
patience my dear, patience.
watched 'tuesday report' on channel 8. rekindled my ambition of being a teacher. how long more do i have to wait?
patience my dear, patience.
screw it
i've been thinking so much, i don't know what i am thinking anymore. i wish i could just get out of this island, migrate to another place and not come back. there's only that few people left worth staying for. and it's time i did something for myself.
i can't bring myself to be optimistic anymore. ever since last christmas all i felt was shit, shit and more shit. people say they have limits, and i've reached mine. so much for family, friends, understanding, studies, results, excellence, meritocracy, reciprocation, selfishness, expectations. i will none of it.
leave me alone. don't comment.
i can't bring myself to be optimistic anymore. ever since last christmas all i felt was shit, shit and more shit. people say they have limits, and i've reached mine. so much for family, friends, understanding, studies, results, excellence, meritocracy, reciprocation, selfishness, expectations. i will none of it.
leave me alone. don't comment.
UP
Monday, August 17, 2009
watched UP today with my parents. a great movie, and i liked the music alot. makes me wanna go back to it soon...
i particularly like the first part of the movie. within the few minutes, alot of things about life are reflected...yes, time may be crawling now, but before you notice it, you will realise that time has flown pass without you accomplishing anything. so carpe diem, sieze the day.
i will be a good boy and stay home the next few days. =p
i know i will regret this decision, so why am i still doing this? or is it time to let go?
i particularly like the first part of the movie. within the few minutes, alot of things about life are reflected...yes, time may be crawling now, but before you notice it, you will realise that time has flown pass without you accomplishing anything. so carpe diem, sieze the day.
i will be a good boy and stay home the next few days. =p
i know i will regret this decision, so why am i still doing this? or is it time to let go?
MM Lee – population control revisited, 30 years later
Sunday, August 16, 2009
I came across this article on The Online Citizen. It's a interesting article. Highlighted a logical flaw made by MM Lee during his recent speech on population control. While I see the need of the influx of foreign workers, I don't think a low birthrate is a good reason for it.____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Andrew Loh
On 8 March 2008, the Straits Times carried a report headlined, “Oil prices ‘unlikely to rise further’.” The person making that prediction was none other than Minister Mentor Lee Kuan Yew.
At that time, oil prices were trading at US$105. The ST report said, “As crude oil prices hit US$105 (S$145) per barrel, MM Lee believes it is not likely to creep further up to US$110.”
MM Lee said, “’I don’t think it can go up US$110, US$120, US$150 and the world economy goes on. Inflation will go through the roof. Economies of the West will go down, hyper-inflation in many developing countries. So it will go into reverse.”
Hardly two months later, prices rose above US$110 in May. Another two months later, in July, prices shot to US$145.
[MM Lee has also admitted to being wrong in banning Formula One races and for disallowing casinos in the past. The GIC, of which he is chairman, was also wrong in "going in too early" when it invested in UBS and Citigroup, MM Lee said in March this year. See here. In July 2007, MM Lee said Singapore was in a "golden period" - right before the financial crisis hit.]
The point here is that we must not be lulled into thinking that MM Lee is always right. He is not. Even his GIC outfit has lost more than $50 billion in bad investments this past year alone.
Thus when the 14 August 2009 edition of the Straits Times gave front page prominence to MM Lee’s remarks on foreign workers and immigrants, we should take pause and ask ourselves: Is MM Lee right?
His past results in population control is, to say the least, dubious.
Stop-At-Two
In the 70s, then-Prime Minister Lee Kuan Yew introduced the “Stop-At-Two” policy to curb our population growth. The buzzwords then were “Family Planning” and “Two Is Enough”. For those who are unfamiliar with the policy, this was what it entailed, according to this website:
“Birth rates fell from 1957 to 1970, but then began to rise as women of the postwar baby boom reached child-bearing years. The government responded with policies intended to further reduce the birth rate.
Abortion and voluntary sterilization were legalized in 1970. Between 1969 and 1972, a set of policies known as “population disincentives” were instituted to raise the costs of bearing third, fourth, and subsequent children.
Civil servants received no paid maternity leave for third and subsequent children; maternity hospitals charged progressively higher fees for each additional birth; and income tax deductions for all but the first two children were eliminated.
Large families received no extra consideration in public housing assignments, and top priority in the competition for enrollment in the most desirable primary schools was given to only children whose parents had been sterilized before the age of forty.
Voluntary sterilization was rewarded by seven days of paid sick leave and by priority in the allocation of such public goods as housing and education.
The policies were accompanied by publicity campaigns urging parents to “Stop at Two” and arguing that large families threatened parents’ present livelihood and future security. The penalties weighed more heavily on the poor, and were justified by the authorities as a means of encouraging the poor to concentrate their limited resources on adequately nurturing a few children who would be equipped to rise from poverty and become productive citizens.”
The policy was so clinically effective in its application and implementation that by the 80s, Singapore’s falling birth rate was in the danger zone. None of the Members of Parliament at that time sounded any alarms about the danger and all apparently supported the birth control policy. The local state-controlled media went along for the ride, much as it is today.
Yet, instead of a total reversal of the policy when it became clear that it was having adverse consequences, MM Lee introduced another ill-fated idea – the infamous “Graduate Mothers Policy”.
“The government acted to give preferential school admission to children whose mothers were university graduates, while offering grants of S$10,000 to less educated women who agreed to be sterilized after the birth of their second child. The government also established a Social Development Unit to act as matchmaker for unmarried university graduates. The policies, especially those affecting placement of children in the highly competitive Singapore schools, proved controversial and generally unpopular.”
In 1985, the highly unpopular policy was abolished as it was not achieving its aims of having graduate mothers produce more babies. It was only in 1987 that the Stop-At-Two policy was abandoned entirely. By then, Singapore’s birth rate had run into serious problems – we were not replacing ourselves at an appropriate rate.
Population control revisited
30 years later, the same man who was responsible for the “Stop At Two” policy in the 70s, is now telling us that the government “accept only immigrants who increase the average level of competence of Singaporeans” – and doing so to the tune of 1.68 million foreigners presently on our tiny island, in a population of 3.2 million Singaporeans.
This is in response to Singapore’s birth rate problem – it continues to fall, despite government incentives to induce Singaporeans to have children.
Besides MM Lee’s dubious record in population control, the same danger of our Parliamentarians silently tagging along and thus giving support to such policies, as similarly happened in the 70s and 80s, may see history repeat itself – 30 years hence, with future generations living the consequences of this present policy.
Calls from some quarters for the government to re-look its policy on foreigners have been met with dismissive remarks by government ministers. “Just zeroing in on foreign workers alone is not the total solution,” Manpower Minister Gan Kim Yong said in August. He also termed such calls “simplistic”.
What concerns Singaporeans are not just jobs or economic prosperity but also the social consequences of having so many foreigners in our midst. This has led to some Singaporeans wondering if the government knows what is happening on the ground, where physical and personal space is now harder to come by, even in the heartlands. This may potentially result in social friction among the various groups, something which the Prime Minister spoke about in his National Day message recently.
The government’s preoccupation seems to be the economy and how foreigners can contribute to this. It has said little about the social consequences, although it has set up the National Integration Council “to drive social integration efforts across the private, people and public sectors”. The success of the council’s effort is left to be seen.
In the meantime, the government has been urging Singaporeans to “embrace and accept” these foreigners, as MM Lee said on 14 August. He also urged Singaporeans to “treat new citizens as equals”. (AsiaOne)
According to the New Population Secretariat website, the number of PRs in 2008 was 79,167, upped from 63,627 the previous year.
The number of new citizens hit a record high of 20,513 in 2008, upped from 17,334 in 2007.
We seem to be in a hurry to bring in foreigners at an alarming rate.
But perhaps all is not lost. The lone voice in Parliament calling for a re-look of the policy has come from the ruling party’s own Member of Parliament, Mrs Josephine Teo. But even so, she is only concerned about the falling productivity level of Singaporean workers. Her argument is that a more targeted approach to the employment of foreigners will help up the productivity level of Singaporeans.
But given how the government seems to feel that the policy is the right one, and ministers have defended it to the hilt, it does not appear that any changes will be forthcoming.
The man and his ideas are not always right
Lee Kuan Yew’s attempt at population control in the 70s and 80s has resulted in a population unable and unwilling to replace itself.
Will our current policy at population control by the same government result in a worse fate for Singaporeans in the future?
Blogger Lucky Tan says it best here:
The real reason for the large percentage of imported labor, more than almost anywhere else in the world, is to keep wages down so that rent, utilities, transport and other costs can go up. It would have been alright if we did it like Dubai where the indigenous population sits on top of the economic food chain while foreigners do all the work. The problem is a large number of Singaporeans are at the bottom of the food chain….crushed.
Anyone who’s had a track record in population control as Lee Kuan Yew has would be seen as a failure. Yet, we are providing front page coverage to MM Lee’s latest thinking on the topic.
MM Lee may have been instrumental in building Singapore.
But neither he nor his government is always right – as history has proved.
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Food for thought.
tough life?
Saturday, August 15, 2009
after 2 weeks at home, i finally sneaked out today. for a movie, and for some chilling out...it's great to get some fresh air after cooping yourself at home for too long.i really hope i will be more determined this time. i just want my life to be a better one...
anyways, njc produced a president scholar this time. a first in who knows how many years. high profile, relatively good grades, a good heart...qualities of a scholar. yea.
looking at what's happening to taiwan now...i wish i could do something more constructive for them. i've been there once, and i like the people and the culture. and i do see the more humane side of life, which is great. within days charity programmes are planned and recorded, raising millions of dollars of donations from people of all walks of life. yes, more can be done for them, but at such hard times you really cant please everyone. i really can't help but to feel sad for the victims. what have they done to deserve this? that's the harsh facts of life...please, let them tide through these tough times, and let them feel the love.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
let whatever i'm waiting for, be worth the wait.
mc week 1
Monday, August 10, 2009
it's week 1 of mc...stuck at home, nothing much i could do since i am a non-gamer. read, watched tv, ate, slept. it's a good break from ns...and that filthy camp.
zhang yuan visited on fri, had a good chat with her. she told me to look for her at canada once ns is done. i can afford it by then i think, but 30 hours of flight alone is no joke.
a couple of things still not settled. i guess i made quite abit of noise this time...probably because i'm sick. well, this time round it really ain't an excuse. but who cares. i still have to survive alone.
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good friends need not meet that often. they need not speak to each other that often also. what is important is the mutual trust, the trust one will help another out (and vice versa) when there's a need for it. the trust that they can still be good friends during their meet-ups. yes, the trust.
zhang yuan visited on fri, had a good chat with her. she told me to look for her at canada once ns is done. i can afford it by then i think, but 30 hours of flight alone is no joke.
a couple of things still not settled. i guess i made quite abit of noise this time...probably because i'm sick. well, this time round it really ain't an excuse. but who cares. i still have to survive alone.
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good friends need not meet that often. they need not speak to each other that often also. what is important is the mutual trust, the trust one will help another out (and vice versa) when there's a need for it. the trust that they can still be good friends during their meet-ups. yes, the trust.
BBC Booklist
Sunday, August 02, 2009
Piaroh Cze tagged me on facebook, decided to do this here instead. hope it becomes a motivation for me to read during this 3 weeks. =)
Where do you fall in the list? The BBC believes most people will have read only 6 of the 100 books here. It's always fun to prove them wrong.
Copy this into your NOTES. Look at the list and put an X after those you have read. Tag people equal to the number you checked. Don't forget to tag me back.
1 Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen [X]
2 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4 Harry Potter series - JK Rowling [never completed even one...]
5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6 The Bible (I'm guessing on-and-off reading and laughing doesn't really count.)
7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell [lent the book to my cousin, haven't got it back.]
9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens [never passed the first chapter...]
Total: 1
11 Little Women - Louisa M Alcott
12 Tess of the D’Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare (Caught the play, that count?)
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19 The Time Traveler’s Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20 Middlemarch - George Eliot
Total: 1
Total so far: 2
21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy (Want to, but never found the unabridged version)
25 The Hitch Hiker’s Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29 Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30 The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
Total: 0
Total so far: 2
31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32 David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34 Emma-Jane Austen
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen
36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38 Captain Corelli’s Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40 Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
Total: 0
Total so far: 2
41 Animal Farm - George Orwell
42 The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown [X]
43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44 A Prayer for Owen Meany - John Irving
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48 The Handmaid’s Tale - Margaret Atwood
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan
Total: 1
Total so far: 3
51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52 Dune - Frank Herbert
53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57 A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley [X]
59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
Total: 1
Total so far: 4
61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov (Sounds pretty wrong.)
63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64 The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65 Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas (does the abridged version count?)
66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68 Bridget Jones’s Diary - Helen Fielding
69 Midnight’s Children - Salman Rushdie
70 Moby Dick - Herman Melville
Total: 1
Total so far: 5
71 Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72 Dracula - Bram Stoker
73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75 Ulysses - James Joyce
76 The Inferno – Dante
77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78 Germinal - Emile Zola
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80 Possession - AS Byatt
Total: 0
Total so far: 5
81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85 Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87 Charlotte’s Web - EB White [X]
88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom [X]
89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton [X]
Total: 3
Total so far: 8
91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad (I must find this.)
92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery (I'm sure it's fascinating and I'm missing a lot.)
93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94 Watership Down - Richard Adams
95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97 The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98 Hamlet - William Shakespeare [X]
99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl [X]
100 Les Miserables - Victor Hugo
Total: 2
Total read from list: 10
Well, I seem to have my reading cut out for me, haven't I? And I'm absolutely offended that they didn't include works whose value did not majorly lie in prose. Argh, I might had done better otherwise.
It's also a poor list for the modern age, leaving out Terry Prachett, Neil Gaiman, Harry Turtledove and more marginally Jefferey Archer. Why the dunce are they missing while Rowling and Dan Brown both feature, I cannot understand. It's also weighted so heavily in favour the British; no Mark Twain, no Edgar Allan Poe, and it's no coincidence they're Americans.
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i included the post-script as well, for the fun of it. i've always liked literature, but haven't found the time or mood to read widely. ok, maybe those are excuses, but i will definitely try to find them for these great works of art.
well...i shan't talk about the rest. i am TRYING to be optimistic, so much so that it will aid in my recovery.
Where do you fall in the list? The BBC believes most people will have read only 6 of the 100 books here. It's always fun to prove them wrong.
Copy this into your NOTES. Look at the list and put an X after those you have read. Tag people equal to the number you checked. Don't forget to tag me back.
1 Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen [X]
2 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4 Harry Potter series - JK Rowling [never completed even one...]
5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6 The Bible (I'm guessing on-and-off reading and laughing doesn't really count.)
7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell [lent the book to my cousin, haven't got it back.]
9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens [never passed the first chapter...]
Total: 1
11 Little Women - Louisa M Alcott
12 Tess of the D’Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare (Caught the play, that count?)
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19 The Time Traveler’s Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20 Middlemarch - George Eliot
Total: 1
Total so far: 2
21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy (Want to, but never found the unabridged version)
25 The Hitch Hiker’s Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29 Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30 The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
Total: 0
Total so far: 2
31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32 David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34 Emma-Jane Austen
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen
36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38 Captain Corelli’s Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40 Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
Total: 0
Total so far: 2
41 Animal Farm - George Orwell
42 The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown [X]
43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44 A Prayer for Owen Meany - John Irving
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48 The Handmaid’s Tale - Margaret Atwood
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan
Total: 1
Total so far: 3
51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52 Dune - Frank Herbert
53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57 A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley [X]
59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
Total: 1
Total so far: 4
61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov (Sounds pretty wrong.)
63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64 The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65 Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas (does the abridged version count?)
66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68 Bridget Jones’s Diary - Helen Fielding
69 Midnight’s Children - Salman Rushdie
70 Moby Dick - Herman Melville
Total: 1
Total so far: 5
71 Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72 Dracula - Bram Stoker
73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75 Ulysses - James Joyce
76 The Inferno – Dante
77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78 Germinal - Emile Zola
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80 Possession - AS Byatt
Total: 0
Total so far: 5
81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85 Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87 Charlotte’s Web - EB White [X]
88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom [X]
89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton [X]
Total: 3
Total so far: 8
91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad (I must find this.)
92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery (I'm sure it's fascinating and I'm missing a lot.)
93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94 Watership Down - Richard Adams
95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97 The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98 Hamlet - William Shakespeare [X]
99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl [X]
100 Les Miserables - Victor Hugo
Total: 2
Total read from list: 10
Well, I seem to have my reading cut out for me, haven't I? And I'm absolutely offended that they didn't include works whose value did not majorly lie in prose. Argh, I might had done better otherwise.
It's also a poor list for the modern age, leaving out Terry Prachett, Neil Gaiman, Harry Turtledove and more marginally Jefferey Archer. Why the dunce are they missing while Rowling and Dan Brown both feature, I cannot understand. It's also weighted so heavily in favour the British; no Mark Twain, no Edgar Allan Poe, and it's no coincidence they're Americans.
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i included the post-script as well, for the fun of it. i've always liked literature, but haven't found the time or mood to read widely. ok, maybe those are excuses, but i will definitely try to find them for these great works of art.
well...i shan't talk about the rest. i am TRYING to be optimistic, so much so that it will aid in my recovery.
a story.
Saturday, August 01, 2009
31 july 2009. 1030hours.
i was ushered to the hospital bed. a nurse adjusted the top part of the bed to about 30 degrees, so i had a clearer view of everything. the nurse then began to push me to the operating theatre.
it was then when i was the most afraid.
'yes, there's a risk to every operation. the risk is like crossing the road. you know that you may be knocked down by a car, but you still cross the road, because you have to. the same applies for your surgery. you're going for it because you have to.'
that was what one of the doctors said. which is very true. so, i calmed myself down. talked to my mother and the nurse as much as i can. did a half crutch to have a clearer look of the route i took. to see how great the world is.
it was a 5 minutes walk to the operating theatres. i waved goodbye to my mother, and i smiled at her.
the door shut. i was pushed to a waiting corner, and a nurse approached me to ask about my particulars. it was a while after she left when i was transferred to another bed and pushed to the actual theatre. another nurse approached me and asked me the same stuff, and then a year 4 medicine student came to ask me a few questions. i hoped i helped her with my answers. doctors and nurses came and left, one told me he was from the same unit as i am now. contrary to popular belief, the atmosphere was lively and comfortable. everyone did their part to keep me calm.
the came time when i was knocked off. it was quick and painless. within a minute, i fell to deep sleep.
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31 july 2009. 1230hours
i stirred up from the seemingly long sleep. i was pretty alert; i knew i was still in the operating theatre. i asked if i could eat once i went back to the ward, and i got a positive reply. it wasn't long before i was pushed back to the ward.
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hospitals are places which are commonly avoided. not that i disagree with this, but it was an eye-opener for me. as nurses and doctors jostled through the place, i realise how noble the healthcare profession was. you are not only responsible for the well-being of the patients, you are responsible for their lifes. and the nurses - they are like the mothers of the hospital. if not for the love for the profession, will anyone do such a job?
有多少次,
我累得忽略了两旁的风景。
有多少次,
我忽略了身边习以为常的人事物,
以为那些存在的永远都不会消失,
以为那些身旁的一定是自己拥有的。
i was ushered to the hospital bed. a nurse adjusted the top part of the bed to about 30 degrees, so i had a clearer view of everything. the nurse then began to push me to the operating theatre.
it was then when i was the most afraid.
'yes, there's a risk to every operation. the risk is like crossing the road. you know that you may be knocked down by a car, but you still cross the road, because you have to. the same applies for your surgery. you're going for it because you have to.'
that was what one of the doctors said. which is very true. so, i calmed myself down. talked to my mother and the nurse as much as i can. did a half crutch to have a clearer look of the route i took. to see how great the world is.
it was a 5 minutes walk to the operating theatres. i waved goodbye to my mother, and i smiled at her.
the door shut. i was pushed to a waiting corner, and a nurse approached me to ask about my particulars. it was a while after she left when i was transferred to another bed and pushed to the actual theatre. another nurse approached me and asked me the same stuff, and then a year 4 medicine student came to ask me a few questions. i hoped i helped her with my answers. doctors and nurses came and left, one told me he was from the same unit as i am now. contrary to popular belief, the atmosphere was lively and comfortable. everyone did their part to keep me calm.
the came time when i was knocked off. it was quick and painless. within a minute, i fell to deep sleep.
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31 july 2009. 1230hours
i stirred up from the seemingly long sleep. i was pretty alert; i knew i was still in the operating theatre. i asked if i could eat once i went back to the ward, and i got a positive reply. it wasn't long before i was pushed back to the ward.
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hospitals are places which are commonly avoided. not that i disagree with this, but it was an eye-opener for me. as nurses and doctors jostled through the place, i realise how noble the healthcare profession was. you are not only responsible for the well-being of the patients, you are responsible for their lifes. and the nurses - they are like the mothers of the hospital. if not for the love for the profession, will anyone do such a job?
有多少次,
我累得忽略了两旁的风景。
有多少次,
我忽略了身边习以为常的人事物,
以为那些存在的永远都不会消失,
以为那些身旁的一定是自己拥有的。