screw it
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
i've been thinking so much, i don't know what i am thinking anymore. i wish i could just get out of this island, migrate to another place and not come back. there's only that few people left worth staying for. and it's time i did something for myself.

i can't bring myself to be optimistic anymore. ever since last christmas all i felt was shit, shit and more shit. people say they have limits, and i've reached mine. so much for family, friends, understanding, studies, results, excellence, meritocracy, reciprocation, selfishness, expectations. i will none of it.

leave me alone. don't comment.