sian.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
other than my confinement week and field camp in tekong, this is the first time i stayed in camp on a saturday. i consider myself lucky that i'm rewarded a one-day off next friday, but still, staying in camp on a beautiful saturday sucks to the core.
it has been a long and tiring week. started off with preparing for an outfield exercise, followed by a 2 day outfield (when i am excused boots). Spent the fourth day on some shit paperwork, and the last rounding up everything after the exercise came to a close. tensions are high in camp as things are peaking up, with each commander having vastly different goals and aims. in other words, it's just politics in the play.
on my way home, i thought about the approach that i am going to take when dealing with in-camp affairs. it certainly is best not to care about those affairs so much and just make an effort to do my job well, but it is also necessary to play along with them at times for self-protection. i guess i'm pretty clear on what my direction is. and most importantly, i don't want to drag anyone with me.
i finally found someone whom i can talk with in camp, i hope things won't screw up this time...
and finally, i get to play with my itouch.
当我静下心来凝望,
在混乱中,
其实有熟悉的秩序。
在陌生中,
其实有熟悉的记忆。
在复杂中,
其实有单纯的美好。
而下一站的路,
就这样清楚浮现出来了。
it has been a long and tiring week. started off with preparing for an outfield exercise, followed by a 2 day outfield (when i am excused boots). Spent the fourth day on some shit paperwork, and the last rounding up everything after the exercise came to a close. tensions are high in camp as things are peaking up, with each commander having vastly different goals and aims. in other words, it's just politics in the play.
on my way home, i thought about the approach that i am going to take when dealing with in-camp affairs. it certainly is best not to care about those affairs so much and just make an effort to do my job well, but it is also necessary to play along with them at times for self-protection. i guess i'm pretty clear on what my direction is. and most importantly, i don't want to drag anyone with me.
i finally found someone whom i can talk with in camp, i hope things won't screw up this time...
and finally, i get to play with my itouch.
当我静下心来凝望,
在混乱中,
其实有熟悉的秩序。
在陌生中,
其实有熟悉的记忆。
在复杂中,
其实有单纯的美好。
而下一站的路,
就这样清楚浮现出来了。