stupid?
Friday, April 08, 2011
it's amazing how after so many years, I'm still feeling the same way.
I'm tired of being the one trying and giving. I try to make myself think of different ways, but I guess it's just too overwhelming. Today, I was reminded that I spent all the bad times alone. Yes, there were good times, time that I am reliving today. But I can't forget the bad ones, where I trudged through on my own. Perhaps it was the wrong decisions made, perhaps there were many other reasons. And perhaps I should stop whining and start cracking.