It's time for a closure.

I wanted to write this for quite some time, and I finally got myself to do it today.

I guess it has to end this way, the way which I really wanted to avoid so badly. I have to say, I must bear some responsibility for it. Because I spoiled you, because I kept thinking that you were the nice person.

But it turns out that you aren't the nice person I thought you were. And my wrong assumptions were the basis for the failure of the friendship.

You were always asking for things. And I kept giving. Promises were made, and then broken. The cycle then repeats itself.

We couldn't communicate. Time and again, we pushed the problem away, and I thought it would be okay, because you realised your mistake, and you would change. And so it dragged on, and on.

The problem really, was how you treated your friends. Till today, I'm not too sure if you realised that, but you were always using your friends. You took whatever you could, didn't really care about how others felt, and just left when things didn't work out. You made use of people's love and concern for you, to get what you wanted. But when it is your turn to give back, you didn't. It already happened when I was in the states. I should have guessed that all these would happen then.

Okay, there's an exception. Your girlfriend. But is your world just made up of her? Your friends are starting to realise how you are like, and are slowly moving away.

I have been trying to tell you all this, albeit in a fiercer tone, because I know this is not the right way to go. I say nasty things, not because I want you to feel bad, but because I want to remind you how bad you are to certain people at times, and that is not the right way to treat others.

In short, I scold, because I care.

I am not sure if you are going to realise how much trouble this flaw of yours is going to bring you. Its not just on your personal life, but your professional life as well. Because the attitude you treat others and matters, just shows how much you disregard others, and how much you are a quitter in life. Life doesn't favour quitters, and that means a much tougher life for you in the future.

But I guess...it's time I let go. I hope you will realise where I am coming from some day in the near future...and you correct this flaw of yours. Because deep inside, I know that you are a nice person. It's just all these rubbish that has marred you from being who you really are. And that's why so many people still choose to dote on you.

And if you do, please, come back to me. Till the day I give up, I will be waiting.